hais, and now shes apologising to me.
she's really sorry, i can tell.
but, i know i should be open-hearted (?) and forgive
but i cant forget whatever she did.

!@#$%!@#$%
why did she apologise?
i'd rather she leave things the way it is.
perhaps i could, but now ..
its too sudden, i really ...
i dont know.

hais, really really hope god can make this choice for me.
afterall, shes my jie.
ahhhh, all the more shes my jie, and shes doing that?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
someone, help me please.